Oh … Wow!!!
On so many levels … Jeesh, where to start. Ok … my hot flashes have taken it up a notch. Yep, we are at NIGHT SWEATS now … Praise Sweet BABY JESUS – let us pray there aren’t too many more power-up levels beyond this … Star-Fighter here we come.
But, this current level of female HELL-ON-EARTH has me sleeping like the peaceful dead – only to come awake as my body sweats from the inside out and I have this ULTRA-NEXT-LEVEL-DURAN-DURAN/MEETS-DAVID-BOWIE/MEETS-BLADE … ummm, that’s BLADE I, II, and Blade III … All in my previously slumbering body … TO BEAT TO THE DRUMS OF MY OWN PULSE REACKING HAVOC ON MYSELF – AS IT IS TOO DANG HARD AND TOO DAMN FAST. And then, the sweat GOD’S descend upon us. SHHHHhhhhhh – we’re still sleeping … BUT NO … That Blade music TECHNO POP is jumping … OM MY GOSH – I have sweat glands behind my ears, and on the insides of my knees, AND – on the outsides of my EYELIDS … WTF?!?
These new night sweats are apparently some kind of MASSIVE inner battle, because they leave me EXHAUSTED – once my own heart rate slows to something less audible … and then I go back to sleeping like the dead!!! And, I do!!!
I don’t even know what to pray for … So, I sleep … Sixteen hours last night, like the DEAD!
MOVING ON … because, really what else can we do???
We’ve been making stuff on the potter’s wheel. It’s not as INNATE as I felt it should be. Truth be told, DH has better skill than I do, but … I like to think that my end-objects are ARTIER … Well, sure it’s a word. More art-like …
Holy COW – we have GOT TO FIGURE THIS NEXT LEVEL HORMONE bizness OUT!!!
Love and <3’s … until I BURN UP!!!